Sometimes you just have to let people go. It may hurt, but if that relationship/friendship is toxic for you, you cant stay there as if nothing is going on.People come into your life as 1. A lesson or 2. A blessing , you have to know how to tell the difference.Its hard but not everyone comes to stay. You have to do whats best for you.You cant try to repair a shattered plate. Just learn from it and move on.